My Love Hate Relationship with Change

I love change. And yet, no sooner do I get the words out of my mouth do I feel aprehension about it. For most of my life, I've been the kind of person who could move from place to place, starting new jobs, living in new houses, and recreating home life over and over again. My mom chuckles and says I have "Gypsy blood"
I seriously think living the life of a carny might have been a good match for me.
I've held 16 different jobs in my 15 yrs of working.
I've lived in 9 different homes since I married 12 yrs ago.
I LIKE CHANGE!

But I only want to change on my own terms.
Is that so wrong? (yes, I know it is)

PS. Here is my new favorite to listen to. Check him out. Change is good!
David Klinkenberg